Seeing Home With Expat Eyes

by Miss Footloose

Are you a Westerner living the expat life in a developing country? Then you know what happens when you visit the place where your roots are. We all experience the obvious: We’re overwhelmed by the excesses, the abundance of everything everywhere. Twenty brands of toilet paper, laxatives, painkillers. Supermarket aisles the size of airport runways dedicated to breakfast cereal, laundry detergent, wine. You stand there, paralyzed because you don’t know how to make a choice.

Water runs from your faucet at all times, the electricity (almost) never fails and the phone always works. I could go on, but you know what I mean.

But something else happens to me also: I notice the little things, incidents or scenes that never would have registered with me. Here’s one of them, a little snippet of life in Holland, the place I sprung from. Oh, and the photo? Authentic working wooden shoes, shot on a farm. And no, I’ve never lived on a farm in Holland, and I’ve never owned a pair of wooden shoes, but I just love this picture. Photo by Wessel Cirkel.

There’s Really Nothing Wrong With Them

Wie wat bewaart, heeft wat. (He who saves something, has something) – Dutch proverb

I’m in a supermarket in the town of my birth in the north of the Netherlands (twenty brands of toilet paper, a hundred kinds of cheese). I’ve not actually lived here for decades, but I visit regularly so I don’t forget what it means to be Dutch.

The Dutch are a frugal lot. Well, the older folks are. They remember being poor, says my mother, pursing her lips. She judges me and the spoiled younger generations as nothing but reckless spenders and wasteful consumers. My mother washes disposable forks.

The supermarket offers a shoe repair service and they’re running a special this week. Fascinating stuff, I know, but that’s what I’ve got for you right now. A sprightly old lady is handing over a pair of shoes to the young girl behind the counter, eager to take advantage of the reduced prices. I guess her to be well into her eighties. Her curly gray hair is nicely coiffed and rinsed, framing a face with lively blue eyes and rosy, outdoorsy cheeks. Clip-on earrings of faux pearls the size of cocktail onions decorate her lobes. She’s protected from the elements by a neatly belted raincoat, vintage 1970. Support hose and sensible, low-heeled shoes complete the picture. Can you see her?

The brown oxfords she’s brought for repair are equally sensible. She requests new heel pieces, which the young blonde thing behind the counter dutifully enters on a slip of paper. The old lady smiles at her.

“I’m thinking, you know, for this price, it’s worth it. I mean, these shoes are still in good shape.”

The girl smiles back vacantly, apparently not riveted by this conversation. She has purple nails and long dangling earrings in the shape of little skeletons. Clearly, her interests lie elsewhere. She requests name and phone number, which grandma supplies.

“There’s really nothing wrong with them,” the lady elaborates, apparently feeling she needs more of a response. “They’re still in good condition, don’t you think?”

The girl says, yes, they are, and smiles patiently as she puts the shoes away. They’ll be ready for pickup on Friday, she adds.

I can’t see the shoes the girl is wearing, but I have an idea they’re trendy affairs and she’s never in her short life had her shoes repaired because they were still in good condition. Neither has she lived through a depression and a world war. Then again, neither have I.

I’m waiting in line to drop off a roll of film for processing (I’d not yet gone digital at the time of this tale; I’m a late-bloomer, technically speaking), which service is offered at the same counter. The blonde turns to help the customer in line ahead of me and the old lady steps aside and looks at me, still smiling, happy with her frugal self. Her lips have been colored a modest pink and her teeth have the perfect, even look of dentures. A colorful scarf is neatly tucked into the collar of her raincoat, the blue matching her eyes.

“I was thinking,” she says to me, apparently having judged me friendly and receptive, “with a special like this it’s worth getting them re-heeled. They’re still in good shape.”

“Of course,” I agree, knowing what she wants to hear, “that way you can get some more use out of them.”

She nods eagerly. “That’s what I was saying to my husband!” She smiles, happy to have found a kindred spirit in me.

Life is full of sorrow–find your happiness wherever you can, that’s my motto.

She goes off to do her shopping, walking confidently away in her sensible shoes.

It is now my turn and I hand over my roll of film to the purple-nailed chick behind the counter. My pictures will be ready on Thursday she tells me, the skeletons swinging cheerily from her ears. When she turns away and walks a few steps to put away the film, I catch sight of her shoes. She’s wearing white Nikes, the modern version of sensible shoes. So, I was wrong. It happens, you know.

I do my shopping, making sure to take advantage of the special on aged Gouda cheese. Me, I get off on cheese.


I’ll put it in my suitcase and take it back with me to my cheeseless house in expatland, along with lots of chocolate, ginger cake, spice cookies . . . oh, you don’t care.

As I’m putting the groceries into my mother’s zippy red car I see the old lady in her belted raincoat take her bicycle out of the rack (remember, this is the Netherlands, not New Hampshire). It’s an old-fashioned model, but well-maintained and in excellent condition. She walks the bike to the curb. She sees me and smiles. With quick, deft movements she hitches herself onto the saddle and with a cheery wave of her hand she is off.

Clearly, she’s in great shape. No repair necessary.

QUESTION: If you’re living the expat life, what do you bring back from your home country? An Italian friend of mine would bring pounds of fresh radicchio to Armenia; another friend would haul an ice chest full of shrimp across an ocean and a continent, also to Armenia. Then she’d invite us for dinner and share. That’s true friendship! (Yes, Lucy-jan, I remember!)

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Well, now I want cheese…good cheese. I am currently living in Kuwait, but I am American. I am really missing sauerkraut, micro brew beer (or any alcohol for that matter), and wild caught fresh salmon. Also, I went to make pancakes the other day and I couldn’t find syrup. So, I will have to bring back authentic maple syrup next time.

Karen. Please pass my respects to your mother: at age 75, I, too, wash disposable forks! It is silly, yes, but I can’t bring myself to throw them away. I don’t hoard small pieces of string, like my mother used to do; but I do go around the house every once in a while turning all the lights off in unoccupied rooms – even though I own shares in the electricity company. Go figure, eh?

I like that old lady. I like old people.

All that throwing away that we do, it’s messed up our lovely earth, hasn’t it?

I think recycling and repairing will become trendy again.

I love the story of the sensible grandma getting her shoes repaired! Me, I always took books, Starbucks coffee, maple flavouring (to make maple syrup) and dried cranberries. I’m half-British, so whenever I can I stock up on good tea, Marmite, Branston pickle, and HP sauce.

Hi MissFootLoose —

Not sure if an Asian in another Asian territory counts… but in answer to your question: I bring back Maggi chilli sauce (which I think is way better than Hong Kong chili sauce, ketchup, etc.), prawn paste (the Malaysian version is stronger-tasting, thicker, darker and tastier than Hong Kong’s) and books — Malaysia has more choices of English language books, and the books are cheaper too! — from Malaysia to Hong Kong. 🙂

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